could_be_dangerous | our stuck together pieces, a load of near-misses

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our stuck together pieces, a load of near-misses – aw shucks, you got me

Doomed. They'd said it, the both of them, agreed it, and when Sherlock slinks off back to his own room in the Ravenclaw dormitories he's feeling it, for the first time feeling the weight of something like fate tying itself to his bones. He's always avoided it, struggled stubbornly against his own restrictions even if he knows them inevitable. Isolation had once been one of those things, loneliness, but today slackened the ties of that anchor around his ankles. It might just slip free. Might just.

There might be those who would consider a sole friendship, a sole association, insufficient to stave off loneliness. People who need to bury themselves in others, in affection and esteem, as much of it as possible. Sherlock doesn't agree, though, he finds as he slips wearily under the blankets, a cursorily-written and bitingly critical essay resting on his nightstand, the ink glistening in the moonlight coming in the dormitory window as it dries. Today wasn't lonely at all. He's on his own when sleep twines about him like a cat, but even then it's not so bad.

After all, there's always tomorrow.

Tomorrow, the reason he's come to bed so late, likely to the chagrin of his roommates. Studying. Up late studying, charms and enchantments, incantations, grammars; searching for options, potentials, ways to make promises realities.

They'll get there. They're young and they're magnificent and they'll be even better together. So Sherlock genuinely believes, and it starts in the morning.

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What it is that's wrong about doing this sort of work, John wouldn't understand if someone were to sneer at Sherlock for it. It seems stupid and more something out of a grudge or just because, rather than there actually being anything wrong with it. Because there isn't.

Which he's certain Sherlock knows too.

The idea of people running around shouting things in English to do magic, though... The image of it makes him laugh.

"Incredibly daft."

Well, that settles it, really. Sherlock opens up the tome, flips through pages to dog-eared entries, to the things he'd thought to try as he'd sifted through the words.

“I thought of a few to try, no idea if any of them will work; have to get the gestures right, besides. Takes trial and error. So.”

He pulls two pilfered goblets from his bag, worn and dented, and moves to set them in the middle of the floor. A murmured aguamenti and the careful direction of his wand fills them neatly with water, and then...

Then it's to work.

“To turn in a circle is circumroto,” he says, voice quiet and distracted as he looks down at his book, dragging his finger down the page. “Circumrota in the imperative. And a cup in singular accusative is calicem; that bit's easy, shouldn't need changing.” Though maybe the nominative... no. They're commanding magic, not the cup.

“Anyhow, that should be good enough to start, I think. Just have to concentrate on what we want. And get the gesture right.” And not blow anything up, ideally.

"Right," John says, nods, and never would he have thought he would be attempting to create a new spell.

Or, well, it's more Sherlock who's doing the creating, but being there when it's in the workings - from the very beginning, even - isn't so bad either. Exciting, and... a bit of a reason to be nervous, because you never really know what can happen when experimenting with spells. But, hey, how would their society ever get anywhere if no one did that?

"So the spell is...?"

"Circumrota calicem... I think. That's what we want, anyway. Probably won't work the first time. Might not work at all." That happens, sometimes .

"At least bad spells are fairly obvious," he owns. "But I know how to regrow eyebrows now so you don't have to worry about that."

He licks his lips, staring intently at the cups on the floor. "Haven't really worked out how the gestures work yet, so... just have to start trying things."

He pushes himself to his feet and thinks a few moments, sucking on the inside of his cheek. Well. May as well have a go.

It doesn't surprise him much when his first attempt sends one of the cups flying to clang against the opposite wall, water spilling everywhere, but it does make him snort.

"That's reassuring," John says, with a borderline laughter in his tone, and watches as Sherlock prepares to try it out.

He'll just watch this first go, he thinks, but he'll pick it up if nothing explodes. But you never know, do you? So it's best if they're not doing it at the same time. You never know what might happen then.

Although, that could also be interesting...

Of course, he does laugh when the cup goes flying, drops his head and shakes it as he does. How could he keep it in, really? But, all right, he's not going to let Sherlock have all the fun, so after he's gathered himself together again, he takes a step forwards and tries another gesture.

Which sends the cup into the ceiling instead, and he quickly takes a few steps back to avoid getting water on him.

"Soaking a classroom, yeah. We definitely are."

"Good thing we got the books out of the way first," Sherlock adds with a careful innocence, eyebrows raised, and moves to reset the cups, filling them again.

It's entirely possible that waiting until they've gone through a few more trials before refilling them again would be preferable, but... well, this is more fun. He does slip out of his robe and lay it over his dictionary to protect it, though, and rolls up his shirtsleeves for the next attempt.

This time he adds a bit of a flick to his wrist at the end and the cup rockets violently upwards, water spraying everywhere as it meets the ceiling with a clang. Sherlock wipes a droplet from his cheek and raises an eyebrow at John.

It's entirely possible that they're going to end up just as wet as the classroom, if this keeps up. Sherlock's shirt front is already lightly spattered. That might become interesting to try to explain later.

How are they really going to know if it works if they don't have any water in it, anyway? He did get the impression that making fluid spin is the point. So.

But, yes, also fun.

The raised eyebrow gets a smile in return, amused, and the next John tries makes the cup spin wildly and topple over.

"Hm."

Sherlock quirks an eyebrow. It's a good start. Not exactly the motion they need, but closer than before.

"Neat," he says, and means it.

"There's even a bit left," he says as he moves to reset the cups, lifting John's to show him.

"Can't have that." He gives a flick of the wrist, throwing the dregs of water up into the air before he sets he cup back down and refills it.

"Classroom isn't remotely soaked yet. Bit damp, if that. Not abnormal for a castle." Puddles and all. Sherlock returns to John's side.

"There. Do it again." So he can watch, learn the motion.

It's definitely a start, and John is perhaps a little bit proud that Sherlock seems to think as much. Proud overall, really, because it's one thing to learn a wand motion and perfect it and an entirely else to only have words and an idea for what they want it to do, and do what you can from that.

A lot of satisfaction, and John smiles widely at it because, well, why not? "It's still only morning," he says idly, and repeats it.

The cup still doesn't manage to stay up, but it takes a little longer to fall this time.

Sherlock snorts. Still early, maybe, but...

“Mm, still morning, figured you'd want to study at some point though,” he teases, bumping his arm against John's shoulder.

“Said I'd help. Only fair. Suppose that means we're on a schedule.” He straightens his back, taking aim with his wand. The idea of a classroom-soaking schedule is completely ridiculous, of course, but that's not really the point. The point is more that John seems more eager to be here than he is to study, in which Sherlock takes a great deal of satisfaction. It proves him right, after all, doesn't it?

It's also... well, just nice in general. Nice in ways not worth addressing; Sherlock feels brilliant enough as it is. Much more and he'll probably do something awful.

So no more of that. He frowns faintly and pictures it in his head, this motion of John's arm. Imagine the muscles overlaying his own... and then changes it slightly, moves just a bit differently, tries.

And damned if the bloody thing doesn't lift itself from the floor and turn circles for the space of a second or two before losing its centre and flying off to a far corner. Damned if it isn't starting to work.

“Usually takes longer than that,” he says thoughtfully. It seems they work well together.

John is more eager to be here, much prefers the idea of just spending all day soaking a classroom with Sherlock Holmes than sitting down and studying. He's never particularly enjoyed the studying, although never actually hated it either, but he's done it because he didn't really have much else to do. Didn't allow himself to have much else to do? Even when his friends always had so many other things they did...

Apparently it just isn't interesting enough to him. Most of the time it's just walking and talking, anyway, playing wizard chess maybe, sitting around the fire in the common room. Which he does enjoy from time to time, but sometimes he actually prefers studying. It at least brings something completely new.

This? This isn't studying, but it's still something completely new. So of course he'd rather be doing this.

"Guess I've got a knack for motions to match spells, then," he says, basically bluntly taking credit for it but, well, the motion is his doing.

He figures he can be proud of that. But he did see Sherlock tweaked it a bit too, so he tries to remember exactly how as he fills his cup with water again.

This time, however, when he tries the spell, the cup goes off to join Sherlock's in the corner. Ah, well.

Sherlock can't help but smile at John's appropriation of the credit. It's true; he's not bothered. Modesty is pointless when it's dishonest, but... well. Generally other people don't feel that way. He suspects he might be a terrible influence, but really can't bring himself to care. Bluntness pleases him much more than evasion. Much more interesting to know what John really thinks than what he thinks he's supposed to think, which is probably mostly the same thing as everybody else.

“Looks as though you have,” he agrees drily once John's cup has gone sailing off after his own, leaving a trail of water behind it. Sherlock watches it spread out over the flooring with one eyebrow raised, watches it seep into cracks and indentations, dribble along paths of least resistance. Well, he meant it, John does have a knack for it, at least given current, admittedly limited evidence. Timing's more amusing this way though, with the implication of skepticism.

“Learn a bit of Latin and you won't even need me anymore,” he adds. A quick summoning charm has the cups sailing back to him and he plucks them neatly out of the air before moving to reset them.

“You'll be brilliant.”

"Yeah, but where's the fun in that?"

John would never even have gotten an idea like this if it wasn't for Sherlock, and he doubts it would be quite this fun if he wasn't doing it with Sherlock. So, even if he might be fine on his own if he learned some Latin, he has no interest to be, not really.

Which is... new, actually. Because generally he always insists on managing things on his own, but with Sherlock it's suddenly... not important anymore. And he rather likes it.

“Buggered if I know,” comes Sherlock's easy response, though his thoughts are far less mild. Far less. The implications are...

Good. Better than good. And he can't smile, not right now, can't let it go all crooked and delighted and more-than-fond, because he is, oh yes, more than. Can't help it. Can't for a moment, hates himself a bit for it, but how was he meant to know? How was he meant to anticipate this, cut loose before getting too deep?

He suspects too deep was the train car, was the start, like all of this is inevitable. Which is... nonsense, utter nonsense, but maybe...

No. No, and that's quite alright. Thinking that they got here in spite of everything is so much better.

“It's... well, it's still pretty fun to soak a classroom on one's own, I have to admit, but this is... better.” Incomparable.

John laughs, only for a second, but it's a clear laughter. Completely uninhibited. "I bet it is," he agrees, isn't sure anyone would think it wasn't. "But not the same."

And he's never tried soaking a classroom alone, but he's absolutely certain that this really is better. So, no complaints here. He raises his wand again, gives it another go. The cup doesn't fly off to the wall this time, but it doesn't exactly do what he wants either and empties itself completely.

The spin was rather violent.

Sherlock snorts softly, helplessly, at the overenthusiastic spin of the cup, at the droplets of water flying everywhere.

“Well, if I should ever need to water a lawn, I know who to turn to,” he says, tone mild and amused.

“Might be quite a good spell for that, if nothing else.” Or for pranking their other classmates, Sherlock supposes, were they inclined to do so. Pumpkin juice at supper... actually, the thought is rather amusing. Not enough to be worth doing; Sherlock is many things, but he's not a prankster. It involves more investment in the thoughts and experiences and opinions of others than he's yet been able to muster.

Still. Still, jokes aside, this is progress, and he's clearly pleased, flashing a small smile at John before he gives his own attempt. Decent. Better than nothing. Better than before. Still quite a mess.

Then neither of them aren't much for pranking.

John snorts and raises a hand, and his eyebrows. "Right, cheers."

He wonders how he expected this to be, but it's definitely rather difficult. Fickle. He's kind of enjoying it.

"Mmm. My pleasure." Sherlock gives a wave of his own wand, toys with the intonation of the words, with the emphasis. Not quite, not quite, too wobbly; his sprays everywhere too, and he presses his lips thin in amused annoyance as droplets of it splatter his shirt.

"Nevermind, looks as though I can handle the gardening myself. Knew I should've gone with botany. Never be a detective but at least I can maintain some wealthy prat's shrubbery." Dry, so very dry, which means he's enjoying this. Enjoying it enough to be joking, which he hardly ever does in quite this way, though John isn't likely to know that. He seems to bring it out in Sherlock with unusual ease.

"Sounds like a dream job."

Intonation, though, that's an idea. John licks his lips and frowns down at his cup as he sets it back up, ponders. What next...

Somehow, it manages to end up up-side down this time.

"...okay."

“Mm, tops, absolutely brilliant, what I've always wanted to do,” Sherlock responds, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth as he stares at the upside-down cup and the large puddle they've made in the centre of the floor.

“And you can do the mopping.” He pads out to the cups, splashing lightly with every step, and resets them.

“We'll live in a shack on the grounds and spend the rest of our lives waiting on some nonce and saying awful things about him behind his back. Talent like this can't be wasted, John. If I've learned anything today, it's that we're made for it.”

"For the love of..." John says as he sends Sherlock the most incredulous look, a mere moment before every hope for composure he may have had crumbles.

It's the shack that breaks him, really, and makes it impossible for him to try to dryly spin along on the joke. The shack is just it and he ends up laughing so hard that he has to slump against the wall to keep from actually dropping to the floor. What the hell?

Sherlock does try to keep a straight face. He does. He tries to be earnest, to play at confusion, as though he doesn't see what's so funny about any of it, obviously they're made for it -- and really, growing old and irritable in a shack together, that bit, that doesn't sound so bad... though why it doesn't sound so bad is something he'd rather not get into at the moment and so the words don't come.

Instead, he breaks into that smile, the real smile and not the Real People smile, the crooked one. Can't help it, really can't, and it's better than trying to explain that he meant it, parts of it. That that, at least, has to be true, has to happen, because he doesn't know what he'll do with himself otherwise. Even he knows that's nonsense. Utter nonsense. Only it doesn't feel nonsensical.

Regardless, it's good, this. Good enough for him to lean his shoulder against the wall and watch John laugh, just laugh, which is brilliant, isn't it? Sherlock doesn't make people laugh, not as a rule. He thinks he's hilarious sometimes, true, it's just that most people don't seem to agree. This is new. This is excellent.

"You alright? Never going to see that shack if you carry on like this, you know. You do need to breathe sometimes. Just think what you'll be missing if you don't."

And Sherlock isn't helping in any way. John is trying to breathe, but Sherlock doesn't help one bit. What he'll be missing, is it? All of this, obviously, this Sherlock throwing him into laughing fits and try to keep him in it for however long he can.

It's really not fair because John's stomach is hurting.

"Shut it."

Really, shut it. He won't survive this day if Sherlock doesn't stop talking.

Sherlock sniffs indignantly.

"Rude. Won't express my concern anymore then, fine. I don't care." He tries for offended, really he does, but the low, helpless chuckles dispel the impression more than neatly. The obvious delight on his face clearly doesn't help either, nor the way he bends sideways to match the way John doubles over, all so he can get a better look.

What about laughter could possibly be so fascinating? It isn't a question Sherlock himself can answer, largely as it would mean trying to explain why it matters to him that the muscles of John's face tug at his skin the way they do, why it matters that Sherlock can see his teeth (and they're quite perfect, he'd noticed before but the noticing is different now), or hear the way his vocal folds are drawn tight with the sort of laughter that's impossible to resist, high-pitched, uncontrolled.

He likes that. Uncontrolled. Involuntary. It means it's all quite genuine. It means he's done something really rather good.

Yes, well, John refuses to put up with this load of bull, absolutely refuses, so he gives Sherlock a gentle shove halfway to turning to face the other way. Maybe if he presses his forehead to the wall it'll be easier to stop laughing.

But he's pretty sure he can breathe now, at least. Yes, breathing's definitely getting easier, so. Laughing is calming down. Bit by bit.

"So. What's that shack going to look like, then?"

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